Or is it Am I still here and why?

I bet a lot of folks ask this question.
I do every day!

I say why do I get up? Whats in it for me? Yea I could put a paper bag
over my eyes and hide behind the pain.

But a little voice in my head says oh! get up! get out of that chair
go on now take your pills that keep you alive, that's right 5 in the morning and 6 at night!

You know I guess I could give up! But no! here I go again!

I will sit down and read Topaz, She is one of the many
ladies I have met here at blogstream. I will start my
day off with a good joke!

I am so sick and tired of hearing of all the bad news
in this world of ours, to read a blog like Topaz's
really makes my day!

So if you feel alone; or your feeling sorry for yourself;
try going over to this blog, no, I never met the women;
she will make your day and fill it with
joy and laughter

My father's day wish to you is:

THAT YOU ALWAYS HAVE JOY OF A FAMILY.
THAT YOUR CHILDREN RESPECT AND LOVE YOU!
AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE
A VERY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

YOU KNOW BECOMING A FATHER IS
A VERY SCAREY THING! YOU PRAY A LOT!
I DID!
YOU KNOW THERE ARE NO
BOOKS TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO!
THE FIRST TIME YOU HOLD THAT CHILD IN YOUR ARMS,
KNOWING IT DEPENDS ON YOU FOR EVERY THING!
THERE IS THE FEELING OF LACK OF
WORRY FEAR. BUT SOMEHOW YOU LEARN
BY TRIAL AND ERROR! YOU WATCH AS THEY GROW AND SLOWLY
TURN IN TO A YOUNG MAN/LADY STILL PROUD WITH YOUR
CHIN HELD UP HIGH THEN COMES THE
TEEN YEARS
BOY! DO THINGS CHANGE FAST THERE!

THAT LITTLE BOY,IS DEMANDING THAT YOU BUY HIM
A CAR AND PAY FOR A DATE BUY HIM GAS FOR THE CAR
YOU GAVE HIM!
MAYBE HE GETS THE GIRL IN TROUBLE,
AND GUESS WHO IS GOING TO PAY FOR IT!

AH! LEAVE AS NOT FOR GET THE GIRL! SHE HAD NOW TURNED INTO A
BIG FLIRT, NEEDS MONEY FOR MAKEUP,
TAMPONS, A NEW C/D ECT.ECT. OH AND SHE TELLS YOU 'I HATE YOU!"
WHEN YOU GIVE HER A CURFUE'

BUT THROUGH ALL OF THE ABOVE YOU TRY TO STAY SANE AND
NOT GOCRAZY FIGHTING WITH THE WIFE
WHO HAS TREATEN TO CUT OF THE SEX IF YOU GIVE IN!

WELL YOU PUT ON YOUR COOL GLASSES AND
GO FOR A WALK AND TRY TO TAKE IT ALL IN!

BUT THEN THAT IS WHAT A FATHER/HUSBAND IS ALL ABOUT!

( BY THE WAY,GOOD LUCK! YOUR GOING TO NEED IT)

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!